Wednesday, October 26, 2022

The Badging Pain

 Who else hate bringing up the past 

Sometimes we start to laugh divulge in but as we talk more of it we start hate some mistakes blame others then it becomes boring and traumatising.


Healing wound 

The afternoon was so chilled 

Getting something quick to eat

Very vigilant with sharp objects 

I snapped out of my momentum 

 The sharp knife slit my hands 


My thumb became numb

Blood was oozing out.

My friends where flinching 

They where shaking 

Ask why I am telling you these 


Such is life, those who care for you 

Always feel your miserable pain when you are not.

Their sincerity made me feel better 

 

I didn't cry, they shed tears for me 

The wound is healing 

I am feeling the pain each day

Now they can't see within me 

Because it is not physical 

Unless I open up to them 


Why am I telling you this 

Such is life, sometimes you need to open up to people for them to know what you going through not just for sympathy 

But so they can know how to treat you at the moment, not steering air so badly..

IRENEBOADITHEPOET

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